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	#104822　　one year
	HANDLE:　bitterpearl　DATE:　2025年4月3日　2時4分
	also, I'd like to say that i've been on this bbs for a year now. though I'm not on it much anymore, I can say it was my only hope at times in the past. I went here when I was at my absolute lowest. I'm a little sad to not see any familiar names here like rain and ika, but i'm also glad that my generation of lilyholics have seemed to outgrow their misery, at least on here. to the newcomers, I look forward to reading your posts. I'll stay updated.
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	#104821　　oh beom seok
	HANDLE:　bitterpearl　DATE:　2025年4月3日　1時59分
	has anyone here watched weak hero class 1? I can't wait for season 2 to come out this month. if you watched it, you know that oh beom-seok is widely hated by the fandom. I have to say, though, that as someone with suspected BPD or C-PTSD, I find him very relatable. I once became the bully too. I said some really harsh things quite honestly. I self sabotage the only good things I do have. I ruined so many good friendships because I wasn't satisfied.
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	#104820　　Re: merchandise search
	HANDLE:　melody　DATE:　2025年4月2日　16時41分
	Azoth Nanahara. wrote: > Hii there!!. > So I just finished watching this movie yesterday. It was an amazing movie. I would like to know if there's novel version of this movie? Please reply to my message if you know any information about this one!! -dffasydhazn_01 hi! so as far as i know there is in fact a book written by shunji iwai that goes by the same name, however only in japanese and chinese if i'm right. i think they can be found on second-hand websites, but are on the pricier side. hope this helps!
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	#104819　　merchandise search
	HANDLE:　Azoth Nanahara.　DATE:　2025年4月2日　13時10分
	Hii there!!. So I just finished watching this movie yesterday. It was an amazing movie. I would like to know if there's novel version of this movie? Please reply to my message if you know any information about this one!! -dffasydhazn_01
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	#104818　　i wanna be
	HANDLE:　404　DATE:　2025年4月2日　8時35分
	童年下了一场大雨，从此潮湿弥漫一生。
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	#104817　　Re: birthday
	HANDLE:　Maxime　DATE:　2025年4月2日　7時47分
	663 wrote: > March 23, 2025, 17 years old happy belated birthday from me too❤️
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	#104816　　the ether
	HANDLE:　304　DATE:　2025年4月1日　18時17分
	at home i feel loved but not liked. there’s clear differences in how i’m treated from others. maybe this is why i can’t imagine anyone liking me truly i always feel so alone no matter where i am
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	#104815　　嗜睡婴儿
	HANDLE:　恭喜了！　DATE:　2025年4月1日　18時0分
	恭喜“Lily holic”网站的诞生！今天是愚人节，不过这可不是在开玩笑噢。(^。^) 我盼望着下下周的《滑翔》！！
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	#104814　　四月是離別的以太
	HANDLE:　Hana　DATE:　2025年4月1日　17時54分
	那麽多愛！那麽多幸福！那樣的感覺！變成一般輕浮哼唱蕭邦最恨流行的歌.......
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	#104813　　Free
	HANDLE:　14　DATE:　2025年4月1日　12時17分
	Why do all good things come to an end? When I first met you, I knew how it would end, because life is cruel and short. Yet, I cared and looked after you because I saw something in that small, small body of yours that others don't. When I looked into those eyes, I saw a soul, just as big as my own, looking back at me. It hurt me to see you hurting. The fact that your delicate being could be shattered in an instant by some unknowing, apathetic humans, enraged me. At last, I wish for you to be free from the suffering life made you endure. And in the end, that was the only wish I was ever granted.
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	#104812　　Blue Cat
	HANDLE:　Philia　DATE:　2025年4月1日　0時46分
	对不起青猫我因为你爱上莉莉周但我要因为莉莉周杀了你。
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	#104811　　angel ?
	HANDLE:　エンゼル　DATE:　2025年3月31日　8時10分
	the name i give myself, "angel" or "エンゼル", is what i was once called by a dear friend. am i still the angel if the love i once felt has turned to bitter resentment? am i still the angel if i am not sure whether i can forgive again? my love is strong, unwavering and unyielding, yet, my love can only stay strong for so long. the love is still there, faintly, if i think back to the memories. now all i feel is bitterness. you told me lies, hurt me, made me feel as though i was nothing. am i still the angel if i wish to make you as sad as you made me? alas, that is not me. that is not "angel." "angel" is kind. "angel" is forgiving. "angel" is caring. "angel" is the sweetest person. so, "angel" will remain to be that person as you leave again and time goes by.
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	#104810　　懐かしさ
	HANDLE:　エンゼル　DATE:　2025年3月31日　8時4分
	君を何度でも許せる。でも君は。君は私に一言も話さないだろう。残酷な君。君を何度でも愛するだろう。思い出としてしか残らない私の最愛の友人の君。君を軽蔑する。でも時が経っても君を待つよ。君が何度も私を血を流させている間も、私は何度も君を愛し続けるだろう。エーテルが私の静脈を満たすだろう。私たちが二度と人生で会うことがないように。
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	#104809　　恨み
	HANDLE:　エンゼル　DATE:　2025年3月31日　8時1分
	the hatred that built up in the deepest pits of my heart, slowly infected all the love and hope. that hatred will push a knife into your heart and watch you bleed out. let us hope to never meet again.
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	#104808　　Ç†“青林檎”
	HANDLE:　11　DATE:　2025年3月31日　4時29分
	“青林檎”即青りんご（ao ringo），指未成熟或酸味苹果，象征青春、青涩。在东亚文化中，“青苹果”常隐喻不成熟的恋爱或人生阶段。青苹果的“酸味”隐喻成长的阵痛，青春期的迷茫、挫折与自我探索。寺山修司的诗中，青苹果象征“未被玷污的童年”；村上春树《挪威的森林》里绿子提到的青苹果派，暗含活力与叛逆。未成熟的青苹果易腐或掉落，转瞬即逝因而又象征短暂的美与哀愁。
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	#104807　　人类，不会飞翔
	HANDLE:　无根草　DATE:　2025年3月31日　2時2分
	闭上眼睛，是一大片绿色的麦田，莉莉周的歌声中带着呼吸，呼吸呼吸。
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	#104806　　以太
	HANDLE:　illustre　DATE:　2025年3月30日　23時17分
	绝望是红色的以太。希望是蓝色的以太，是地球的颜色。黑暗的宇宙中孤零零地浮动着一滴泪水，那就是地球。
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	#104805　　淚
	HANDLE:　illustre　DATE:　2025年3月30日　23時12分
	那些毫无意义的誓言，堆积起来一个根本无法实现的承诺，到最后留给我的只有痛和泪。
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	#104804　　冥想
	HANDLE:　Scarlett　DATE:　2025年3月29日　0時34分
	今天第一次尝试了冥想，我想忘记很多事情。我把灯关掉，坐在垫子上。我感觉我的呼吸好累，有一种鱼上岸的用力呼吸濒死感，但我确实平静了很多。突然想到了电影里的音乐，给我带来和冥想一样的感觉。冥想结束听着电影里的歌，双手抱着肩膀，I wanna empty.
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	#104803　　我爱莉莉周
	HANDLE:　Ji　DATE:　2025年3月28日　18時10分
	我永远爱莉莉周。当mp3里《Arabesque》莉莉周神圣的声音在耳机里响起，右耳的一切都安静了。四周的一切都消失了，我也消失了。以太把我带到绿色的麦田，对面站着莲见。世界上只剩下莉莉周，和纯净的以太。
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