#102668　　Re: Re: Re: new music recs.. HANDLE:　Ghost　DATE:　2024年7月27日　12時14分 yanpao wrote: > oh my gosh I love tv girl!!!! I went to their concert recently, im so glad you like them too :)))) I've listened to duster a bit but haven't gotten too deep, ill check them out some more That’s great! Also, hope you enjoy. [ REPLY ]

#102667　　Re: - HANDLE:　Ghost　DATE:　2024年7月27日　12時12分 99 wrote: > why can't i get better and stay better? You’re still around. Sometimes we just need to take a deep breath, give up, and start over. As long as we can start over. If can get better :) [ REPLY ]

#102666　　Re: Melancholy HANDLE:　Ghost　DATE:　2024年7月27日　12時11分 Reply to 007; It might not feel like it right now, but there is hope, and there are ways to find relief from the pain you’re experiencing. I don’t know your exact situation, but remember, wherever you go, there are people on this site, who understands you. Your life is valuable, our hearts are open, and we want to help you. Better days will come around. Watching strangers laugh as you pass them, will make you smile. Eating your breakfeast and enjoying your own company will be bliss. Everything can become worth it in the end. [ REPLY ]

#102665　　- HANDLE:　99　DATE:　2024年7月26日　21時16分 why can't i get better and stay better? [ REPLY ]

#102664　　nice_to_see_here HANDLE:　Shjdshy　DATE:　2024年7月26日　17時40分 hi,all friends here .I read [ REPLY ]

#102663　　1st time HANDLE:　ôppor　DATE:　2024年7月26日　16時58分 im glad this paradise still exists [ REPLY ]

#102662　　Re: Melancholy HANDLE:　broken doll　DATE:　2024年7月26日　13時50分 007 wrote: > I am on the verge of taking my own life, please help. Suffering, with the foul smell that reeks in the shallows of my hypothalamus— > you're going through a terrible time, and im really sorry to hear that. i don't know how to comfort you effectively and i don't know what youre specifically dealing with but i understand the feelings of hopelessness you're facing and it's okay to feel everything you're feeling, even if it's painful. remember that life can change and so will your situation, no matter how dark things may feel right now. i hope brighter days will come your way very very soon. [ REPLY ]

#102661　　Hiatus HANDLE:　gr33ngra55　DATE:　2024年7月26日　13時42分 I am back again~ [ REPLY ]

#102660　　Re: Melancholy HANDLE:　Devoid　DATE:　2024年7月26日　12時19分 007 wrote: > Devoid wrote: 007… there’s nothing wrong with wanting to express how deeply you feel inside of you, your badly wounded heart… I cant do anything to help you stop feeling like this.. but I wish that on every star you see in the quiet night, and the fresh air you breathe. wherever place you are going I hope it sweeps away all your pain.. please know that eventually a new day will bring you a less painful day. I wish I could give you a hug, it’s not your fault you feel this way. Your only a human that has hold on for too long… [ REPLY ]

#102659　　Re: Re: - HANDLE:　熊　DATE:　2024年7月26日　11時14分 33 wrote: > 熊 wrote: > > 大家今天过得好吗？我喜欢莉莉周的《情色》。 > > > 那是什么？ > > >那是《关于莉莉周的一切》电影里的歌曲 歌名就叫《情色》 [ REPLY ]

#102658　　Melancholy HANDLE:　007　DATE:　2024年7月26日　3時56分 I am on the verge of taking my own life, please help. Suffering, with the foul smell that reeks in the shallows of my hypothalamus— I am no longer in control yet I squeal like a tail that's been cut off. With nothing but grief that's been following me— my path to forgiveness of my dear self is nowhere. I do not want to publicized my death, but it is indeed frightening to die a death with no one to mourn for you. Until my utter loneliness, my dear lilyholic— though shall hear my last battle cry as I shall face god and walk backwards in hell. [ REPLY ]

#102652　　Re: Miserable HANDLE:　Fiction　DATE:　2024年7月26日　2時47分 Devoid wrote: > Today I felt like a failure… I failed my mother once again. I made her disappointed once again. I mad her angry once again. I made her yell at me once again. I made her feel like this… I couldn’t stop thinking about her criticism towards me, why am I like this? Why cant I be better? My hands couldn’t stop shaking, my tears were already dried from already crying. I tried so hard to hold it in.. it’s so hard. I hate crying. I hate feeling..this it hurts… I relate so heavily to you right now with feeling like a failure after talking to a close family member, I feel like I failed them when they finally started to communicate with me by not being empathetic enough and listening to them. [ REPLY ]

#102651　　Re: Miserable HANDLE:　broken doll　DATE:　2024年7月26日　2時44分 Devoid wrote: > Today I felt like a failure… I failed my mother once again. I made her disappointed once again. I mad her angry once again. I made her yell at me once again. I made her feel like this… > i know the feelings.. but please know that you are not a failure and you are not responsible for your mother's happiness. it's okay to cry and let out your emotions if that's what you need. remember that everyone experiences failure at some point in life nd it's a natural part of growth. wish i could hug you right now... [ REPLY ]

#102650　　Miserable HANDLE:　Devoid　DATE:　2024年7月26日　0時54分 Today I felt like a failure… I failed my mother once again. I made her disappointed once again. I mad her angry once again. I made her yell at me once again. I made her feel like this… I couldn’t stop thinking about her criticism towards me, why am I like this? Why cant I be better? My hands couldn’t stop shaking, my tears were already dried from already crying. I tried so hard to hold it in.. it’s so hard. I hate crying. I hate feeling..this it hurts… [ REPLY ]

#102649　　Re: Re: Re: Re: Hi HANDLE:　spool　DATE:　2024年7月25日　23時43分 broken doll wrote: > spool wrote: > > broken doll wrote: > > > spool wrote: > > > > Still erikat, just a diff name. You guys should listen to spool. My favorite artist rn ^^. > > > i've listened to some of their music. they're great ^_^ > > I'm glad you liked them. My favorite track is スーサイド・ガール. > > that song is so beautiful :3 mine is be my valentine. do you listen to shoegaze a lot? > Yes, I love it. I mostly listen to Japanese shoegaze. [ REPLY ]

#102648　　うぉぉ… HANDLE:　メロンコリー　DATE:　2024年7月25日　22時47分 ス、ストレスが… 路上のルカを観て…癒す… た、楽しみにしてる… [ REPLY ]

#102647　　Re: Re: Re: Hi HANDLE:　broken doll　DATE:　2024年7月25日　22時39分 spool wrote: > broken doll wrote: > > spool wrote: > > > Still erikat, just a diff name. You guys should listen to spool. My favorite artist rn ^^. > > i've listened to some of their music. they're great ^_^ > I'm glad you liked them. My favorite track is スーサイド・ガール. > that song is so beautiful :3 mine is be my valentine. do you listen to shoegaze a lot? [ REPLY ]

#102646　　Re: new music recs.. HANDLE:　broken doll　DATE:　2024年7月25日　22時26分 yanpao wrote: > Can someone also give me music recs? for reference i listen to Alex G alot... oh i also love alex G!! the microphones, lots of hands and dead sullivan are quite similar to alex G in my opinion. also check out his old band's "the skin cells" music if you haven't [ REPLY ]

#102645　　Re: Re: new music recs.. HANDLE:　yanpao　DATE:　2024年7月25日　20時40分 Ghost wrote: > yanpao wrote: > > Can someone also give me music recs? for reference i listen to Alex G alot... > > Been listening to Alex G every day for probably a year so far. So lovely to see others that enjoys his music. Duster is quite similar. TV girl somehow also reminds me of Alex G. Definitely worth checking out :)) oh my gosh I love tv girl!!!! I went to their concert recently, im so glad you like them too :)))) I've listened to duster a bit but haven't gotten too deep, ill check them out some more [ REPLY ]

#102644　　Re: Re: new music recs.. HANDLE:　yanpao　DATE:　2024年7月25日　20時39分 99 wrote: > yanpao wrote: > > Can someone also give me music recs? for reference i listen to Alex G alot... > > if you like alex g then you'll definitely like salvia palth. Sounds familiar, ill check it out :) [ REPLY ]