#103058  
HANDLE: Dim Star! DATE: 2024年9月8日 15時15分
since classes started, I can't believe I started focusing on doing better! Last year, I barely tried when doing notes, reports, everything! Trust me, it feels so much better doing cute notes and studying while listening to lily chou-chou. Been loving this new song called color your night from persona 3 too! Its so majestic
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#103057  Stomach Worms
HANDLE: Hemingway DATE: 2024年9月8日 14時28分
Worms inside my stomach that won't go away.

They eat at me and tell me to float into the clouds.

I would but I am scared. So I stay on the land and lay in the grass.
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#103056  :\')
HANDLE: Blue girl DATE: 2024年9月8日 13時7分
Why is everything feels so unreal?
I don't feel alive anymore
I don't know why i can't feel time anymore
I can't sleep
I don't know if it's all a dream
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#103055  .
HANDLE: 99 DATE: 2024年9月8日 9時55分
i'm sorry to keep saying it but i really miss my mom. i went to see her today and i know she's really tired of being in the hospital. i just wish i could help.
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#103054  Re: soleil aime
HANDLE: rui-kun DATE: 2024年9月8日 0時57分
403 wrote:
> hi everyone. i had my first day of school yesterday. it was really nice seeing my friends again - life is nice for now. i wish i could say it without the last part but i don’t know how long before everything starts going wrong again. we’ll see. i hope everyone’s okay.

im glad u enjoyed ur day!!! we might not know what the future awaits but try to stay hopeful. if u can't, try to treasure the good moments 4 now. hopefully everything will be OK:)

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#103053  Re: Re: Re: difficulty
HANDLE: rui-kun DATE: 2024年9月8日 0時51分
27 hours wrote:
> rui-kun wrote:
> >
> > is there anything i could help u with?? (im in eight grade though my school is pretty advsnced) :D
> >
> You make me feel warm!I am currently searching for ways and hope to be on the right path.

wish u luck!!! ik school can be pretty hard sometimes, but once u find the right ways things get easier, just remember 2 not be very hard on yourself (and PLEASE don't study 7h for 3 weeks that's a very bad decision) and rest a bit sometimes (if u can't due to other reasons at least put good music to make studying more bearable lol). hope u have a nice day :3
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#103052  Re: Re: difficulty
HANDLE: 27 hours DATE: 2024年9月7日 23時17分
rui-kun wrote:
>
> is there anything i could help u with?? (im in eight grade though my school is pretty advsnced) :D
>
You make me feel warm!I am currently searching for ways and hope to be on the right path.
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#103051  antisocial
HANDLE: Maxime DATE: 2024年9月7日 22時37分
I have all the characteristics of a sociopath...
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#103050  Re: hometown dream boy
HANDLE: Maxime DATE: 2024年9月7日 22時36分
bitterpearl wrote:
> i found a guy on an app that lives about an hour from me in my hometown. he's... wow... he is brilliant at oil painting portraits, which is exactly what I enjoy doing. he's skinny, dark-haired, he's exactly my type. I really really hope he texts me back because I really like his style. please hope for me, everyone. he's lovely

Did he respond? Tell us what happened
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#103049  Re: Re: 自己紹介
HANDLE: Maxime DATE: 2024年9月7日 22時35分
ika wrote:
>
> welcome!! you are in ether, feel free to share your feeling and your love toward lily


IKA WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN, i'm very happy to see you're still around!!
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#103048  soleil aime
HANDLE: 403 DATE: 2024年9月7日 19時56分
hi everyone. i had my first day of school yesterday. it was really nice seeing my friends again - life is nice for now. i wish i could say it without the last part but i don’t know how long before everything starts going wrong again. we’ll see. i hope everyone’s okay.
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#103047  
HANDLE:  DATE: 2024年9月7日 17時23分

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#103046  Re: :/
HANDLE: White bunny DATE: 2024年9月7日 14時0分
99 wrote:
> i really miss my mom. she's in the hospital, and i think she's doing fine but i miss her. home is so lonely without her. i really just wanna give her a big hug. i wish she could give all her pain to me. i hope she can come home soon.
I hope your mom gets well. I don't know what she's going through, but I know what you feel. I wish our parents didn't have to go through so much. You shouldn't think too much, I'm sure she wouldn't want you to stress, she'll come home. Once she does, you'll give her that big hug! :)
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#103045  Re: Re: Re: Tired
HANDLE: White bunny DATE: 2024年9月7日 13時55分
Devoid wrote:
> White bunny wrote:
> > Besque wrote:
> >
> >
> > devoid wrote: there’s nothing wrong with feeling awkward around your dad. I also feel the same way with mine.. he’s my stepfather yet I can’t even be with him alone. ..There’s a reason why you feel this way with him. Maybe something he has done or said?.You should take your time and take care of yourself… first.
He would say things about me when I was younger, yelled at me for having my hair down, and threatening to burn my hand bc I cut my hair. I don't know though, it's not that bad. Has your Step dad done or said anything hurtful to you? Goodnight.

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#103044  :/
HANDLE: 99 DATE: 2024年9月7日 11時50分
i really miss my mom. she's in the hospital, and i think she's doing fine but i miss her. home is so lonely without her. i really just wanna give her a big hug. i wish she could give all her pain to me. i hope she can come home soon.
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#103043  Re: post
HANDLE: rui-kun DATE: 2024年9月7日 11時23分
polar bear wrote:
> 久しぶりにきたら此処に入れるようになっていた。
> メンテ終わったのかな?良かった。
>
> 初めまして。タナトスです。
> 好きな曲はアラベスクとグライド。
>
> この掲示板の空気って他の所とちょっと違うね。
> たまに無性に此処に呼吸しに来たくなる。
> そう思うの、僕だけかなぁ?
>


(これは日本語ではないので申し訳ありませんが、翻訳が悪くないといいのですが)
i havent been here for long too (i literally started here yesterday) but i feel the same way as you do. this place is really calming, a good break from the oversatudated social media where the backround is just some soft clouds, perfect to enjoy lily's music
your favorite songs of lily also happen to be mine :D!!! you have good taste man
hope u have a good time here!
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#103042  Re: difficulty
HANDLE: rui-kun DATE: 2024年9月7日 11時8分
27 hours wrote:
> It's really difficult to achieve good grades in school!I am not a smart child,which means I have to put in more effort.I deeply understand that hard work may not necessarily be rewarded,but occasionally I still feel hopeless.Maybe I should focus,but it's all so difficult……hope everything gets better and better.


is there anything i could help u with?? (im in eight grade though my school is pretty advsnced) :D

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#103041  post
HANDLE: polar bear DATE: 2024年9月7日 11時6分
傷はどうすれば治るか?
薬?
絆創膏?
それらは免疫力を高める作用があるだけで、
所詮自分自身の力だけで治さなくてはいけないもの。
よく治る薬。時には毒薬の可能性だってある。
ノーベル賞ものの効能があるものかもしれない。


では、心の傷は?
話の合う人?
近くに居た人?
優しく接してくれた人?
馴れ合う事が出来る人?
それらは傷口を確認してくれて、舐めてくれるだけ。
所詮自分自身の力だけで治さなくてはいけないもの。

心の免疫力を高めるヒントをくれる物、
それがリリイで、
エーテルで、
ココ、
リリイホリック。

親、兄弟、友人、恋人、それぞれ大切。
しかし、一番大切なのは自分自身。
自分があって人がある。

個。

個を強くしてくれる物質、それが
『エーテル』

強くなる為に、心と心の会話がしたい。
リリイとエーテルを媒介にして…
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#103040  post
HANDLE: polar bear DATE: 2024年9月7日 11時4分
久しぶりにきたら此処に入れるようになっていた。
メンテ終わったのかな?良かった。

初めまして。タナトスです。
好きな曲はアラベスクとグライド。

この掲示板の空気って他の所とちょっと違うね。
たまに無性に此処に呼吸しに来たくなる。
そう思うの、僕だけかなぁ?

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#103039  
HANDLE:  DATE: 2024年9月6日 23時29分

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