#103717  Re: Re: ピル
HANDLE: Kisuo DATE: 2024年11月18日 3時46分
Devoid wrote:
> >> devoid wrote: hello Kisuo! I still remember you.

I've never been happier.

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#103716  lost
HANDLE: ripple DATE: 2024年11月18日 2時50分
I feel lost. Back at uni, repeating my first year, last year's failure weighs heavy on me, I am ashamed. I see people my age, even younger, moving forward, living lives that feel miles ahead of mine. I'm trapped in the things I used to care about, while they've grown and evolved. They seem happy, studying what they love, making friends, going out. But l'm here, in my room.. I've reached out, asked people to hang out, they agreed, but no one ever asks me first. I'm truly happy for them. I can't figure out what to do with my life. I want eternal peace.
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#103715  Re: Re: i wanna stop scrolling
HANDLE: greenguava DATE: 2024年11月18日 2時49分
304 wrote:
> greenguava wrote:
> > please help me i really wanna stop scrolling all day i feel unemployed... i am but yk
>
> im trying to pick up my old hobbies — for example, im rewatching a show i really liked, and then analysing it because it has very deep themes in it! i also spend time scrolling and reading instead of watching so i’m trying to watch more shows/films! and start learning a language again? maybe these might help you
learning a new language sounds good thank you for your advices and have a great week
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#103714  Re: i wanna stop scrolling
HANDLE: 304 DATE: 2024年11月17日 23時42分
greenguava wrote:
> please help me i really wanna stop scrolling all day i feel unemployed... i am but yk

im trying to pick up my old hobbies — for example, im rewatching a show i really liked, and then analysing it because it has very deep themes in it! i also spend time scrolling and reading instead of watching so i’m trying to watch more shows/films! and start learning a language again? maybe these might help you
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#103713  tired and exhausted
HANDLE: 304 DATE: 2024年11月17日 23時38分
there’s something about people making comments on me when they have no idea of everything that i’ve gone through that truly irks me. i don’t even know how im struggling to make it, and then there’s people who are using me as a stepping stone to boost their own ego. why can’t i just be left alone?
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#103712  私は非常に混乱している
HANDLE: うめ DATE: 2024年11月17日 23時21分
私の頭の中にはいろいろな欲望がある。
例えば、私は広い世界を見てみたい。
私はまだ外国に行ったことがない。
外国、中でも大陸の中国へ行ってみたいなという微かな希望がある。
でもその希望、夢は実現しようと努力しないと
簡単には掴めそうにない夢だ。
今僕は、自分の欲望を満たそうと思えば、結構簡単に満たせる、生活を送っている。
自分の興味のないことには触れずに、好きな事ばかり、それも簡単に手に入るもの、安上りな欲望の満たし方ばかり選んでいるようだ。
これではいけないと思う。すぐぼろが出るような生き方だ。
すぐに自分を満たそうとするのではなく、もっと考えて、計画的に幸せを追い求めたい。

と、偉そうなことを書きましたが、現実を見据えて、明日に希望を持ちたい。
実際仕事では作業に追いまくられています・・・。
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#103711  私は非常に混乱している
HANDLE: うめ DATE: 2024年11月17日 23時21分
私の頭の中にはいろいろな欲望がある。
例えば、私は広い世界を見てみたい。
私はまだ外国に行ったことがない。
外国、中でも大陸の中国へ行ってみたいなという微かな希望がある。
でもその希望、夢は実現しようと努力しないと
簡単には掴めそうにない夢だ。
今僕は、自分の欲望を満たそうと思えば、結構簡単に満たせる、生活を送っている。
自分の興味のないことには触れずに、好きな事ばかり、それも簡単に手に入るもの、安上りな欲望の満たし方ばかり選んでいるようだ。
これではいけないと思う。すぐぼろが出るような生き方だ。
すぐに自分を満たそうとするのではなく、もっと考えて、計画的に幸せを追い求めたい。

と、偉そうなことを書きましたが、現実を見据えて、明日に希望を持ちたい。
実際仕事では作業に追いまくられています・・・。
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#103710  Re: idk it\'s my first time here
HANDLE: Chrysanthemum DATE: 2024年11月17日 21時45分
greenguava wrote:
> i think I'll be writing all of them here maybe someone's gonna see them and read them one day ...

your voice is heard, so welcome!
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#103709  Re: i wanna stop scrolling
HANDLE: hitoshi DATE: 2024年11月17日 21時8分
greenguava wrote:
> please help me i really wanna stop scrolling all day i feel unemployed... i am but yk

there is just one solution to your problem. And it's to just stop. That might sound harsh or rude, but it's the truth. Stop finding excuses to scroll. limit your phone screentime. Enjoy the essence of life.
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#103708  Re: ピル
HANDLE: Devoid DATE: 2024年11月17日 14時17分
>> devoid wrote: hello Kisuo! I still remember you. I hope you are doing well. I have also not been that active in here. just reading people comments and that’s about it. It’s been a heavy time nothing seems to be bright lately just fuzziness. Kisou take your time to heal. Those pieces of you that feel lost are still part of you. Your journey… I hope you’ll see this and I’m sorry for not writing to you soon. I’m happy to have read your message.
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#103707  Re: U
HANDLE: S DATE: 2024年11月17日 11時6分
U wrote:
> I'm gonna kill myself

me too
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#103706  note
HANDLE: just imagine DATE: 2024年11月17日 11時5分
A song plays in my head for every situation and feeling
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#103705  talk
HANDLE: who DATE: 2024年11月17日 10時59分
If I want help I have to tell my 'therapist' at school everything but it will turn out worse for me
I dont know if I want help
Should I even care at all

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#103704  ImNotSure
HANDLE: 011 DATE: 2024年11月17日 10時56分
I do not want anything right now and I cannot think straight
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#103703  nothing
HANDLE: Me DATE: 2024年11月17日 10時52分
Everything is so still right now
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#103702  Re: collective
HANDLE: greenguava DATE: 2024年11月17日 10時43分
A wrote:
> Lets all take a minute to stop and rethink everything.
you're right i agree with you but also im a little confused what do you really mean by RETHINK EVERYTHING
shouldn't we take a minute and stop overthink... i mean the ones who overthinks... not the ones who says literally whatever comes to their brains
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#103701  collective
HANDLE: A DATE: 2024年11月17日 10時36分
Lets all take a minute to stop and rethink everything.
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#103700  /
HANDLE: s DATE: 2024年11月17日 10時29分
i percieve things so differently compared to others and feel so many things i cant explain
its so confusing
i cant find any explanation for it and probably never will
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#103699  i wanna stop scrolling
HANDLE: greenguava DATE: 2024年11月17日 10時28分
please help me i really wanna stop scrolling all day i feel unemployed... i am but yk
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#103698  idk it\'s my first time here
HANDLE: greenguava DATE: 2024年11月17日 10時8分
i really don't know what really is this website im curious about it.. and i want to talk about my daily life , experiences , mood and everything i want someone to listen to me
i think I'll be writing all of them here maybe someone's gonna see them and read them one day ...
even though i dont really care i feel if i write here it's going to replace the 'someone' for me and I'd feel satisfied ¯⁠⁠(⁠◉⁠‿⁠◉⁠)⁠/⁠¯
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