#103018　　Re: hometown dream boy HANDLE:　iuY　DATE:　2024年9月5日　3時5分 bitterpearl wrote: > i found a guy on an app that lives about an hour from me in my hometown. he's... wow... he is brilliant at oil painting portraits, which is exactly what I enjoy doing. he's skinny, dark-haired, he's exactly my type. I really really hope he texts me back because I really like his style. please hope for me, everyone. he's lovely go for him! wish you have a good luck! just remember the rule of attraction(thinking about this thing would happen when you are free & available, then it will definitely gonna come true!) i give you my best wishes my love, you got this! [ REPLY ]

#103017　　Re: Re: 002 HANDLE:　kiqu　DATE:　2024年9月4日　23時4分 iuY wrote: > kiqu wrote: > > 今日は雨の中を歩きました。 > > i walked in the rain today. > > https://open.spotify.com/track/2yqi7I6TrxSed1eJEoE1Ds?si=fd906a1d5e8a4fe8 thank you, this song is cool [ REPLY ]

#103016　　hometown dream boy HANDLE:　bitterpearl　DATE:　2024年9月4日　22時6分 i found a guy on an app that lives about an hour from me in my hometown. he's... wow... he is brilliant at oil painting portraits, which is exactly what I enjoy doing. he's skinny, dark-haired, he's exactly my type. I really really hope he texts me back because I really like his style. please hope for me, everyone. he's lovely [ REPLY ]

#103015　　Re: free? HANDLE:　bitterpearl　DATE:　2024年9月4日　21時58分 99 wrote: > i deleted my last social media yesterday. i only had one, but it feels nice. about a year ago, i deleted the ones i used for irl friends, but now that i have none, it's like freedom. i think? no one irl knows ME anymore. it feels weird, but all i have is reddit and lilyholic :] i've been here before and all I'll say is that you'll finally start living now, 99. this is the beginning of real life when you finally let go of social media. [ REPLY ]

#103014　　 HANDLE:　　DATE:　2024年9月4日　18時46分 [ REPLY ]

#103013　　惡夢-2 HANDLE:　iuY　DATE:　2024年9月4日　18時13分 ·大概一個擁抱就好了，只需要一個。 ·最令我恐懼的不是失去你的日子，而是那些讓我回憶起你的瞬間。比如一陣熟悉的香水味，你一根遺落在我床上的髮絲，送給我的玩具，留在我牆上的畫，以及無法抹去的，你的吻。我試圖紀錄，記錄一些我們之間幸福的瞬間，因為我是一個習慣活在過去的人，在失去之後，我無法抬頭向前 ·回憶是暗黃色的以太，舊照片一樣。 [ REPLY ]

#103012　　惡夢 HANDLE:　iuY　DATE:　2024年9月4日　18時12分 ·最近的心情像過山車，不好。 社交媒體的壓力，良心上的負擔，以及不穩定的感情 都令我感到不安，甚至想吐 這與任何人都無關，一切的負面情緒都源於我自己 我無法怪罪任何人，於是矛頭對向自己 最近的我像一把匕首，美麗但又具有毀滅性 不管是有意還是無意的，我在身上留下一些暗紅色的印記 purple-ish，像小學時候老師批改作業用的筆 ·莫里森，我又做惡夢了，夢裡朋友的逝去，親人的拋棄，以及那兩根沾滿鮮血的藍色釘子。 我是罪惡的，因為放縱自己的情緒於是奪走了他人的生命，一切都是那麼的真實。夢中的血液與現實中的淚水結合，掛在我眼角，醒來時我的睡衣又不知道去了哪裡，奇怪。 [ REPLY ]

#103011　　Re: 002 HANDLE:　iuY　DATE:　2024年9月4日　14時4分 kiqu wrote: > 今日は雨の中を歩きました。 > i walked in the rain today. https://open.spotify.com/track/2yqi7I6TrxSed1eJEoE1Ds?si=fd906a1d5e8a4fe8 [ REPLY ]

#103010　　free? HANDLE:　99　DATE:　2024年9月4日　4時22分 i deleted my last social media yesterday. i only had one, but it feels nice. about a year ago, i deleted the ones i used for irl friends, but now that i have none, it's like freedom. i think? no one irl knows ME anymore. it feels weird, but all i have is reddit and lilyholic :] [ REPLY ]

#103009　　writing screenplay for school assignment HANDLE:　hitamaut　DATE:　2024年9月4日　1時47分 currently writing a screenplay for my school assignment, wish me luck guyz im kinda stressing out rn LOL [ REPLY ]

#103008　　Re: familiar faces HANDLE:　bitterpearl　DATE:　2024年9月3日　22時48分 Maxime wrote: > i'm always smiling when i return to this site and see all your familiar names and read your stories. I read this in class and smiled when I saw my name amongst others that I also find comfort in.. thank you Maxime for seeing me as I also find comfort in your stories. I always thought you were very kind. let's all stay on lilyholics, okay? [ REPLY ]

#103007　　Re: ☆ HANDLE:　bitterpearl　DATE:　2024年9月3日　22時39分 Dim Star! wrote: > I walked for 3 hours in the rain today while listening to lily chou-chou. I've never walked 11km before, not even 5! It feels like a big achievement that sounds absolutely heavenly.. I'm really proud of you for walking that much.. that's extremely impressive. I hope you have more days like this to come. [ REPLY ]

#103006　　☆ HANDLE:　Dim Star!　DATE:　2024年9月3日　14時56分 I walked for 3 hours in the rain today while listening to lily chou-chou. I've never walked 11km before, not even 5! It feels like a big achievement [ REPLY ]

#103005　　おはよう HANDLE:　LonerHonda　DATE:　2024年9月3日　11時55分 目が覚めました。まだパソコンがないので、絵を描きたいです。リリーを描きます。 [ REPLY ]

#103004　　Re: 自己紹介 HANDLE:　ika　DATE:　2024年9月3日　3時18分 LonerHonda wrote: > はじめまして。私和 Loner です。私は新参者です。歓迎していただければ幸いです。私は漫画を描いて生計を立てています. りりシュシュのすべてが好きです welcome!! you are in ether, feel free to share your feeling and your love toward lily [ REPLY ]

#103003　　自己紹介 HANDLE:　LonerHonda　DATE:　2024年9月3日　3時8分 はじめまして。私和 Loner です。私は新参者です。歓迎していただければ幸いです。私は漫画を描いて生計を立てています. りりシュシュのすべてが好きです [ REPLY ]

#103002　　soleil aime HANDLE:　403　DATE:　2024年9月2日　22時52分 i’m drowning. someone help me! [ REPLY ]

#103000　　9月という地獄 HANDLE:　窓際族　DATE:　2024年9月2日　16時28分 9月、 それは途切れていくような瞬間なような長いような 地獄を可視化できなくなってゆく 苦しく息苦しく [ REPLY ]

#102999　　9月という地獄 HANDLE:　窓際族　DATE:　2024年9月2日　16時28分 9月、 それは途切れていくような瞬間なような長いような 地獄を可視化できなくなってゆく 苦しく息苦しく [ REPLY ]

#102998　　forgotten HANDLE:　besque　DATE:　2024年9月2日　1時0分 Poetry, beauty, romanticism, empathy and love. These are the things we live for, we survive for. Things, that proves human existence. Yet, people tend to forget all these things. And now I’m slowly forgetting about my existence too. [ REPLY ]