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#100365¡¡¡¡horrible person
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i consider myself a horrible person, horrible people taught me to be horrible. I inevitably pick up the worst traits from all people I find despicable. I repeated the acts they did to me on other people. Maybe if I weren't a horrible human being I wouldn't distrust the people close to me so much and I would believe in them more easily, but I always feel that they are doing the bad things to me that I've already done, it's bad that I'm afraid that they'll do the same to me what have i done? obviously there is but I don't know what to do. I'm afraid they'll do to me what I've done in the past. i wish i was normal, i wish i didnt have meet the people that destroied me, i would be such a good person.
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#100363¡¡¡¡Re: ´óÀ¸Ãî
HANDLE:¡¡Marguerite Cinderella Aya Gautier¡¡DATE:¡¡2023ǯ2·î15Æü¡¡12»þ22ʬ
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#100361¡¡¡¡Re: ´óÀ¸Ãî
HANDLE:¡¡raito¡¡DATE:¡¡2023ǯ2·î12Æü¡¡10»þ11ʬ
im gonna buy the book, it sounded interesting to me, also i love kafka but i dont know if the book its about him, im gonna buy anyway. I don't know Japanese, so I took your name from the site (´óÀ¸Ãî), and put it in the translator, the moment I saw that it means parasite it gave me a deep pain in my chest and a huge urge to cry, I'm really sorry for you. I hope that in the future your relationship with your mother will improve.
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#100360¡¡¡¡Re: ´óÀ¸Ãî
HANDLE:¡¡raito¡¡DATE:¡¡2023ǯ2·î12Æü¡¡10»þ7ʬ
hearing your own mother call you a parasite must be so hard... right at the moment we need more guidance, help, peace of mind and support... I hope you didn't feel too much about this offense, but not suffering from something of that level should be difficult, I would go days without tranquility and often blaming myself for not being useful enough, you are strong friend. I'm from Brazil, here we have a national exam called ENEM, it decides which college you can attend with your grade, we have 4 years to prepare and everyone here sees this test as one of the most important things in someone's life, this year I'm going to have to do the ENEM, I'm a little nervous.
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#100359¡¡¡¡re raito
HANDLE:¡¡´óÀ¸Ãî¡¡DATE:¡¡2023ǯ2·î11Æü¡¡14»þ21ʬ
That movie shocked me so much that I think my favorite movie in my life is this one
thank u message,i very very make me surprise,i dont know why my translator won t work...i got some problems need to fix
Recently,there was a sensational news in China,A 15year old boy committed suicide
because of academic pressure which surprised everyone,but no one, care about the boy s heart
We lost,All lost,i m about to take a large
scale exam and many students already feel that their pressure has swept through
do u know what mean in Chinses"´óÀ¸Ãî"¡©it means Prasite
My mother called me a parasite in an argument with me
all thoses people stubborn and stupid,even teachers too
by the way,Where u from?
when u have time, i recommend a book called ¡Ôkafka by the sea¡Õby Murakami haruki


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#100357¡¡¡¡Re: Huddleformation
HANDLE:¡¡raito¡¡DATE:¡¡2023ǯ2·î11Æü¡¡1»þ1ʬ
I've seen movies that portray a bit of the pressure that the Chinese have with the academic world, where I live we also have difficult exams that decide our future, a lot of competition etc but nothing compares what I've seen some of you go through, I'm sorry you have to deal with this buddy, try to take it easy, at your own pace and I'm sure you'll soon find your rhythm and your encouragement to study and pass your goals. academic life is difficult but one of the biggest problems is our own mind, we have to take it easy. and i also feel that this site is very comfortable, i come here to read all the time I get happy when there are new messages on the site

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#100356¡¡¡¡Huddleformation
HANDLE:¡¡Huddleformation¡¡DATE:¡¡2023ǯ2·î10Æü¡¡18»þ36ʬ
I'm not preparing anything because I'm lethargic even though I have a very important test ahead in August... I feel like I'm losing my mind. I know I have to do something, but I haven't done it at all, but I recently saw Lilishu Shu and I found out about this site. There are still a lot of people on this site¡Ä I think it's a comforting space.
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#100355¡¡¡¡to Rage
HANDLE:¡¡´óÀ¸Ãî¡¡DATE:¡¡2023ǯ2·î10Æü¡¡14»þ33ʬ
I am a junior high school third-year student, in China, my area, high school is not available to everyone, need exams to pass less than 50% of people, Chinese, pressure, I don't want to spend time on mathematics and other subjects, every day after class I am reading books, doing what those peers will not want to do, the pressure of competition is great, maybe I can't go to college, everyone is just material people who can't be in material
I love literature, philosophy, film and other arts¡¤But I couldn't even go to high school
fuck
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#100354¡¡¡¡Re: raito
HANDLE:¡¡´óÀ¸Ãî¡¡DATE:¡¡2023ǯ2·î10Æü¡¡14»þ25ʬ
rage wrote:
> I wonder what to do with mi life, I'm 18y and I can't figure out yet what to do, I'm thinking of becoming an philosophy teacher, maybe it's too hard to deal with teaching people, I don't know if I would handle it, i wish there was something that I was born to do, and someone say to me what is this, something that makes me happy to work with, or at least don't make me wanna kms

to be or not be


philosophy,that s good,we need to be ourself,if u wanna,do it
i also want to be a teacher,but i cant,i cant even go to hight school,in China,i m a loser,

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#100353¡¡¡¡to Marguerite Cinderella Aya Gautier
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#100352¡¡¡¡raito
HANDLE:¡¡rage¡¡DATE:¡¡2023ǯ2·î10Æü¡¡6»þ46ʬ
I wonder what to do with mi life, I'm 18y and I can't figure out yet what to do, I'm thinking of becoming an philosophy teacher, maybe it's too hard to deal with teaching people, I don't know if I would handle it, i wish there was something that I was born to do, and someone say to me what is this, something that makes me happy to work with, or at least don't make me wanna kms
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#100351¡¡¡¡Re: to Marguerite Cinderella Aya Gautier agian
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#100350¡¡¡¡raito
HANDLE:¡¡rage¡¡DATE:¡¡2023ǯ2·î9Æü¡¡9»þ32ʬ
i miss someone that was like the ether to me, no one, nothing ever make me so happy, nothing in this world could make me happier than this person, but why? ? ? ? why this person didnt see me like this? ? why make me the most happy person alive, why make me fully enjoy my life just to leave me? why ? why it needed to be like this? im not supposed to be hapy? im not supposed to be loved? all i wanted is to be trully loved, and this person could do this forever.. but why stop? i should be grateful for the time we spent together instead to be sad because it ended but i cant. I cant stop thinking about this person, dreaming about this person, i just want to be loved by this person again.

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#100349¡¡¡¡raito
HANDLE:¡¡raito¡¡DATE:¡¡2023ǯ2·î9Æü¡¡9»þ25ʬ
i miss someone


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#100348¡¡¡¡to Marguerite Cinderella Aya Gautier agian
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#100347¡¡¡¡Re: to Marguerite Cinderella Aya Gautier
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