#103942　　The storms HANDLE:　Asano　DATE:　2024年12月12日　20時13分 Once the storm is over you won't remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won't even be sure, in fact, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm you won't be the same person who walked in. [ REPLY ]

#103941　　I\'m really tired HANDLE:　rain　DATE:　2024年12月12日　10時4分 I'm beyond tired but I can't catch a break. I feel like this moment is truly my end. Life just completely stopped for me I don't know how I'm gonna make it till tomorrow [ REPLY ]

#103940　　ribbons HANDLE:　304　DATE:　2024年12月12日　7時28分 i just want ribbons of red trickling down my arms again. i want to feel again is that so hard? [ REPLY ]

#103939　　Re: Re: Re: i HANDLE:　kobayashi　DATE:　2024年12月12日　4時22分 ena wrote: > kobayashi wrote: > > ena wrote: > > > fico feliz em saber que teve tanta consideração por mim a ponto de lembrar de me incluir na listinha de pessoas que você vai se afastar e excluir completamente da vida do nada > > > obrigada por tudo:) > oioi obrigada pelas palavras^^ > por curiosidade, seu nome "kobayashi" é de onde? desculpa pela demora, esse nome vem de um sobrenome japonês significa "pequeno arvoredo" quero fazer música futuramente então, esse vai ser meu nome artístico. [ REPLY ]

#103938　　am i the wrong ? HANDLE:　dandelio　DATE:　2024年12月12日　1時38分 hey... it's me again. no one in my family remember my birthday. if it because they mad at me, it's alright. if it is because other thing, still it is because of me. i am wrong. [ REPLY ]

#103937　　 HANDLE:　　DATE:　2024年12月11日　23時26分 [ REPLY ]

#103936　　第一次 HANDLE:　新奇　DATE:　2024年12月11日　17時0分 元気 [ REPLY ]

#103935　　hello HANDLE:　dimpy　DATE:　2024年12月11日　8時49分 is it time yet? [ REPLY ]

#103934　　Arabesque HANDLE:　Squid　DATE:　2024年12月11日　7時58分 I watched your hands dance across the keys The notes died too soon [ REPLY ]

#103933　　Re: Re: Hello HANDLE:　White bunny　DATE:　2024年12月11日　4時50分 Blue Neptune wrote: > White bunny wrote: > > I haven't been here in some time. How is everyone? > It's been a while. Everything's okay on my side. What about you? Same, nothing exciting really, school, but I have break in 2 weeks. It's quite boring here. [ REPLY ]

#103932　　🌺 HANDLE:　🪽　DATE:　2024年12月11日　4時50分 Hello everyone [ REPLY ]

#103931　　frequency and period HANDLE:　dandelio　DATE:　2024年12月11日　2時43分 i just turned 18. 18 times i was (and still am ) rotating around the sun. my life comes with sadness with unpredictable frequency and period. and yet, everytime it comes, it worsen from before. and now, i cant find myself understanding people, including myself. feeling the void, loudness of mind, and everything you can imagines and probably you all have experience. i feel lonely even in among the people that supposed to be loving me. i spent this periodical day with myself and lily reading you all thought. in this place alone i feel relatable and to be understand. i can't bring myself to write anymore... sign off... [ REPLY ]

#103930　　... HANDLE:　XXISTROPHE　DATE:　2024年12月10日　22時1分 MY HEAD MY HEAD MY HEAD IT HURTS MY HEART I DONT FEEL IT ANYMORE MY ARMS MOURN WITH BLOOD . GOD GOD PLEASE HELP ME PLEASE . ILL NEVER DO ANY THING BAD AGAIN PLEASE PLEASE if you see this i cannot take it anymore and please kill me [ REPLY ]

#103929　　... HANDLE:　XXISTROPHE　DATE:　2024年12月10日　21時57分 mother you've gone rotten father you're made with hate and anguish day by day i realize that i fit your mold , i cant interact with poeple anymore , i get embarassed by myself , i hate myself truly and sincerly , i cannot love i cant handle being loved , im afraid im afraid im afraid im afraid ,unfortunatly my arms are decaying...... [ REPLY ]

#103928　　life as many lasts HANDLE:　304　DATE:　2024年12月10日　10時6分 when you think of it, albeit in a rather depressing manner, you never really know when it’s going to be your last with a person. last conversation, last hug, last laugh. everything comes and goes and nothing is permanent and i’ve long accepted that but this feeling of something being a potential last stays with me often. i wish i could tell people who i had my lasts with how much they meant to me & how much i appreciated them in my life. i think my chest aches with the gaps that all the people have left before come and the gaps i feel now are the ones who are to leave soon. maybe it’s my avoidant attachment speaking this but my feelings on this hurt sometimes. i don’t know. [ REPLY ]

#103927　　Re: kill me HANDLE:　304　DATE:　2024年12月10日　9時57分 soojin wrote: > do people actually enjoy smoking? also i have nticed that a lot of directors use it as aestehtic but i just get disgusted by it. i hate how cigaretes and the smoke looks. i hate how it smells. i hate it. you’ll understand one day. the release that comes with it is everything. [ REPLY ]

#103926　　Re: kill me HANDLE:　Gyurious　DATE:　2024年12月10日　4時50分 soojin wrote: > do people actually enjoy smoking? also i have nticed that a lot of directors use it as aestehtic but i just get disgusted by it. i hate how cigaretes and the smoke looks. i hate how it smells. i hate it. You'll understand when you grow up [ REPLY ]

#103925　　entry HANDLE:　nihil　DATE:　2024年12月10日　4時39分 sometimes i wonder why i havent died yet. my life has only been consisted of failure and misery. i cant find anything good about myself and im only becoming more insane. i starting to suspect if theres really something wrong with me or if im just deluded by the thoughts. i cant grasp the idea of a reality, i just feel dissociated from and i dont know how ill be able to act correctly [ REPLY ]

#103924　　 HANDLE:　　DATE:　2024年12月9日　21時47分 [ REPLY ]

#103923　　hbd lily! HANDLE:　paddyfield^^　DATE:　2024年12月9日　18時50分 happy birthday Lily! Thanks for adding music to your ethereal ether love you always [ REPLY ]