#104231　　1 HANDLE:　mints　DATE:　2025年1月23日　14時45分 im so tired of myself. i dont want to live in this body or mind anymore. i don't understand how people can tell me they love me, when i feel nothing but hate for myself. i really don't know how to end this self hate, no matter what i do [ REPLY ]

#104230　　boco HANDLE:　cut　DATE:　2025年1月23日　11時49分 o que aconteceu? [ REPLY ]

#104229　　erotic HANDLE:　piscesisblue　DATE:　2025年1月23日　8時45分 there is something inside of me, I'm used to it, but it still feels wrong. I know it's not good but I'm ok with that because when I'm at my lowest, it feels like it's really me [ REPLY ]

#104228　　Re: mints HANDLE:　mello　DATE:　2025年1月23日　4時25分 i'm grateful for that, and will continue to share my thoughts on here with regard and care. because i know even if it's a seemingly small and insignificant outlook, it might have a notable impact on someone's day for the better. thank you! [ REPLY ]

#104227　　Re: red ether HANDLE:　wolfs　DATE:　2025年1月22日　21時21分 14 wrote: > Nothing feels real anymore it honestly never did [ REPLY ]

#104226　　Blue HANDLE:　pine　DATE:　2025年1月22日　20時1分 This is the end, the final layering of life. Life feels short when you live it with agency. To live passively, it stretches long. Today again, I went nowhere, just gazing at the blue sky above. It was beautiful. Lily's song still echoes, even today. [ REPLY ]

#104225　　Re: Re: Re: hello HANDLE:　reika　DATE:　2025年1月22日　11時27分 wolfs wrote: > mints wrote: > > kiwi wrote: > > > hi everyone > > hi!! > hi hi hi hi lilyholic [ REPLY ]

#104224　　Re: Re: hello HANDLE:　wolfs　DATE:　2025年1月22日　10時20分 mints wrote: > kiwi wrote: > > hi everyone > hi!! hi hi hi [ REPLY ]

#104223　　Re: hello HANDLE:　mints　DATE:　2025年1月22日　6時30分 kiwi wrote: > hi everyone hi!! [ REPLY ]

#104222　　Re: midnight HANDLE:　mints　DATE:　2025年1月22日　6時26分 mello wrote: > today has been one of the toughest days of my life, that is why, jan 20 is the first day i didn't make a post on this bbs since i became aware of it. brain fog consumed me, as i struggled to figure out what to say. i'm sorry. i will try harder to open up to precious other lily fans more next time. mello I'm a big fan of all the stuff you write in here. its so inspiring. i hope your day gets better and you do something that makes you happy [ REPLY ]

#104221　　red ether HANDLE:　14　DATE:　2025年1月22日　5時57分 Nothing feels real anymore [ REPLY ]

#104220　　Re: white vitamins HANDLE:　ika　DATE:　2025年1月22日　3時18分 ika wrote: > thank you my mother for saving my life, and lily for allowing me to imagine that,. on the edge of this tower, don't know if its real on not but finally I feel alive ika off, bye [ REPLY ]

#104219　　white vitamins HANDLE:　ika　DATE:　2025年1月22日　3時14分 thank you my mother for saving my life, and lily for allowing me to imagine that,. [ REPLY ]

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#104216　　f. HANDLE:　ena　DATE:　2025年1月21日　10時18分 It will always come back, one way or another. [ REPLY ]

#104215　　midnight HANDLE:　mello　DATE:　2025年1月21日　6時16分 today has been one of the toughest days of my life, that is why, jan 20 is the first day i didn't make a post on this bbs since i became aware of it. brain fog consumed me, as i struggled to figure out what to say. i'm sorry. i will try harder to open up to precious other lily fans more next time. [ REPLY ]

#104214　　embarrassed HANDLE:　reika　DATE:　2025年1月21日　4時24分 today, i said something that i think was embarrassing, i know the people who heard it might think it wasn’t or maybe they do. they probably didn’t even care or heard it properly but i regret saying it .i want to disappear and move to a town where no one knows who i am. actually, what i said wasn’t anything bad or serious but i just though it was stupid so i hope i turn into a rock when i wake up and forget about it ha ha (i won’t and it will haunt me) [ REPLY ]

#104213　　why people? HANDLE:　piscesisblue　DATE:　2025年1月20日　16時23分 why is some people really loud? I wish I could rip off my ears of my body. They make me feel small, you should know that you don't have to start yelling at everything. Now going out of topic, why is there new singles releases at the lily chou chou spotify account? I love lily, I kinda feel like that's a little disrespectful. [ REPLY ]

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