#103198　　天空 HANDLE:　鲤　DATE:　2024年9月22日　11時16分 今天的天空一直闷闷的，果然下雨了。雨后又是阴沉一片，什么都没有就像是一张白色的画布。当我抬头望着这天空时，我的脑海中一直在播放着莉莉周的歌，是《グライド》，是《飛べない翼》，总之它们在我脑海中徘徊、徘徊、播放、播放。突然眼泪就充斥我的眼眶了，它从眼角滑落下来。我在想象中的白色画布般的天空中绘画，把它画成蓝色像大海一样，白色的云飘在上面，还有几只青鸟，它们向着远处飞啊飞啊，它们要飞向哪里？我也可以像它们一样飞翔吗？ [ REPLY ]

#103197　　天空 HANDLE:　鲤　DATE:　2024年9月22日　11時16分 今天的天空一直闷闷的，果然下雨了。雨后又是阴沉一片，什么都没有就像是一张白色的画布。当我抬头望着这天空时，我的脑海中一直在播放着莉莉周的歌，是《グライド》，是《飛べない翼》，总之它们在我脑海中徘徊、徘徊、播放、播放。突然眼泪就充斥我的眼眶了，它从眼角滑落下来。我在想象中的白色画布般的天空中绘画，把它画成蓝色像大海一样，白色的云飘在上面，还有几只青鸟，它们向着远处飞啊飞啊，它们要飞向哪里？我也可以像它们一样飞翔吗？ [ REPLY ]

#103196　　 HANDLE:　　DATE:　2024年9月22日　9時2分 [ REPLY ]

#103195　　2 HANDLE:　Natsuki　DATE:　2024年9月22日　4時13分 石炭を積んだトラックが通りを走り、街中に黒い跡を残している。静かに自分を見ることも聞くこともできません。笑いは機能せず、リリーが作る歌が唯一の妥協点です。 [ REPLY ]

#103194　　1 HANDLE:　Natsuki　DATE:　2024年9月22日　3時43分 欲しい葉は茶色ではなく黒色で、根元から心臓まで徐々に削っていきます。どうして私の腕はこんなに冷たいのでしょうか？なぜ私の目はそんなに失われているのですか？ [ REPLY ]

#103193　　無題 HANDLE:　江　DATE:　2024年9月22日　2時56分 害怕離別，害怕失去，我害怕無法再與你們聯繫。 我已經沒有機會，沒有機會回去那個地方。 我累了。 [ REPLY ]

#103192　　Re: hello HANDLE:　wndiiz　DATE:　2024年9月22日　2時19分 99 wrote: > i edited some photos my friend took earlier. they like them and so do i. i can finally say i'm okay at something. ill work harder to be good at it ^ ^ Gald to hear that, wish I could find something that I can be at the best of it too. I love seeing people having passion with something. [ REPLY ]

#103191　　Re: hello HANDLE:　wndiiz　DATE:　2024年9月22日　2時19分 99 wrote: > i edited some photos my friend took earlier. they like them and so do i. i can finally say i'm okay at something. ill work harder to be good at it ^ ^ Gald to hear that, wish I could find something that I can be at the best of it too. I love seeing people having passion with something. [ REPLY ]

#103190　　Re: hello HANDLE:　wndiiz　DATE:　2024年9月22日　2時19分 99 wrote: > i edited some photos my friend took earlier. they like them and so do i. i can finally say i'm okay at something. ill work harder to be good at it ^ ^ Gald to hear that, wish I could find something that I can be at the best of it too. I love seeing people having passion with something. [ REPLY ]

#103189　　Re: Re: . HANDLE:　zaku023　DATE:　2024年9月21日　19時50分 zaku023 wrote: > Besque wrote: > > Maybe it’s better to not exist at all > > i agree. > don't you ever think our existence is a waste/? i always feel like we're living for nothing. [ REPLY ]

#103188　　Re: . HANDLE:　zaku023　DATE:　2024年9月21日　19時47分 Besque wrote: > Maybe it’s better to not exist at all i agree. [ REPLY ]

#103187　　hello HANDLE:　99　DATE:　2024年9月21日　18時5分 i edited some photos my friend took earlier. they like them and so do i. i can finally say i'm okay at something. ill work harder to be good at it ^ ^ [ REPLY ]

#103186　　10 years from now on HANDLE:　zaku023　DATE:　2024年9月21日　17時59分 i didn't expect the site to still be up..after reading all the messages here i feel somewhat comforted but unconfirmed. i wish to continue writting my thoughts here till 10 years from now. [ REPLY ]

#103185　　why HANDLE:　zaku023　DATE:　2024年9月21日　17時53分 why were we created to just die? why so many beliefs and religions? what if what people the described about the afterlife being peaceful and beautiful isn't true? these thoughts have been swarming around in my mind recently. why do we suffer to die/? [ REPLY ]

#103184　　hope HANDLE:　perfectskies27　DATE:　2024年9月21日　11時40分 Everything have been weird lately, its all so different all of a sudden... everyone is so tired and cold... maybe i am too? I feel really lost... Perhaps things will change soon? All we have is hope :) [ REPLY ]

#103183　　 HANDLE:　　DATE:　2024年9月21日　10時40分 [ REPLY ]

#103182　　 HANDLE:　　DATE:　2024年9月21日　10時6分 [ REPLY ]

#103181　　lily chou chou HANDLE:　cinnabin　DATE:　2024年9月21日　4時54分 i hope everyone gets to feel good sometime. life is hard and complicated and so many wrong things can happen. lately ive been feeling lost and drained. i love life and i know things will get better but being in this situation for too long is also exhausting. i hope everyone gets to feel good soon and for a long time. take care from: cinnabin [ REPLY ]

#103180　　to be away? HANDLE:　ripple　DATE:　2024年9月21日　3時3分 I felt peace for a little while, maybe it was the weather. it felt like I could just lay down forever listening to lily. I didn’t do much this summer, to be honest if I didn’t ask for my friends to hang out, no one would’ve asked me. right now, I’m learning to have peace with myself, I feel lonely but feeling like a burden to others is worse. I want to move away to somewhere peaceful, no phone, no university, no nothing. I want to be inexistant. yet I love everyone so much, I guess I have too much love in me, as I read the messages people send in here, I feel love for everyone, I want everyone to find their own peace. [ REPLY ]

#103179　　Re: leaving HANDLE:　Pink ribbon　DATE:　2024年9月21日　2時36分 aksli wrote: > the thought of going away gets more enticing passing day each day. something has been telling me, for years, that i need to go. I don't think anyone will notice. >> pink ribbon. Dont. i will notice, many would. staying here is nice. we can find a solace for you. [ REPLY ]